T h i s i s w h e r e m y s o u l i s .
Kapag ba nawala na ang mga guhit na umuukit sa aking noo, makikita mo ang nilalaman ng aking utak?
Kapag ba nawala na ang mga kolorete sa aking bibig, maririnig mo na ang sigaw ng aking damdamin?
Kapag ba nawala na ang mga laman na bumabalot sa aking katawan, makikita mo na ang tanging laman ng aking puso?
Kapag ba nawala ang mga tsinelas na sumasapin sa aking paa, malalaman mo na tanging sa piling mo lang gustong sumukob?
Lahat ng ito'y gagawin, para sa'yo aking mahal.
Makita, malaman, madama mo lang ang hangganan ng aking pagmamahal.
Sa bawat patak ng ulan
Ikaw ang naaalala
Ating mga masasayang panahong binawi ng pagpatak ng luha.
Sa iyong mata, kitang hindi na masaya.
Dapat bang ika'y pinigilan? Tama bang ika'y pinahintulutan?
Siguro nga'y tama lang ang ginawa,
Ang dulot ko lamang sa'yo'y kalungkutan.
Pasensya na kung pag-ibig ko'y kulang upang ikaw ay mapasaya.
Pasensya na kung ako ay kulang para alaga at pagmamahal ay iyong maramdaman.
Kung ako'y papipiliin, hindi na sana nagkakilala.
Burahin ang mapapait na alaalang tungkol sakin.
Kung saan ako'y isa na lamang estranghero sa iyong buhay.
At mananatiling nagmamasid sa bawat pagdaan mo sa aking buhay.
Hindi na muling magpapakilala, hindi ako muling magpapakita.
Ang ngiti mo'y mas nanaising makita kaysa mabuo ang puso kong ikaw lang ang kulang.
Remember our firsts..
Remember the first time we met.
The first time our eyes laid on each other.
Remember the first time we kissed..
The first time we felt each other's lips, oh it's bittersweet sensation.
Remember the first time we said I love you.
The first time those pure words escaped our lips and unto each other.
Remember our first fight and how it lasted for a couple minutes and before we knew it, we were laughing about it.
Remember the first time you discovered something new about me..
Remember the first time you discovered the deepest secrets about me and how you still loved me after all.
Remember our firsts because that's where it all began.
Remember our firsts because that's how we discovered true love.
Remember our firsts because that's when you truly fell inlove with me.
But remember only one last: last girl you dated, last girl you love, last person you decided to be with for the rest of your life.
Remember our firsts and me as your only last.
How can I forget?
The way your eyes looked at me
When mine were blurred by tears
The way your lips were sealed
You don’t feel it anymore
Saying the words which caressed me
No I guess I won’t be hearing it anymore
Oh, I can still feel it all, I’m still struck so deeply
All of what it made me feel, I remember
The way your body shifted away in time
And there goes all my fears
Happening before my eyes, I’m weak
I told you I’m weak; I guess you didn’t hear
When I revealed my naked self in your eyes, did you see?
Did you? Did you feel my love, dear?
In that secluded place, I breathe
Through your love, I live; felt like a heap but it was all I need
Your hands don’t feel right when they found me near
It’s not the same anymore; the feeling
We shared was now burned; I’m screaming but there’s nothing you can hear
It was not mine to hold anymore; your heart
Which I embraced to protect with all of me
No it’s not mine anymore.
I could tell you a lot of reasons.
I could show you all the things you made me feel.
Like when we were under the lights
And you told me "I wanna make you mine"
You stared, looked into my eyes
As you wait for words to come out of my mouth
Oh, how you look so fine, how can I not say
"Forever with you seems right", then you smiled.
Words may fail, break my trust
But your love will always reign in me
World may judge, they'll say everything.
I love you anyway, hear me say always.
You and me against all the odds.
My love, my last love.
I'd always wonder out of all the things I did
What did I accidentally do
For God to give you in my life
As my last love.
Too many billion people
Searching for who and what
Running around the planet
Just to find and feel the closest thing to heaven
What is the chance in heaven
Or even in this lifetime
That you’d find your way to me?
That I’d be able to find your precious light?
Tell me what is this sweet sensation?
It’s overflowing, it’s euphoric.
It’s a miracle that’s happened
No one would ever know how it’s possible
Though I search for an explanation
Of the possibilities and probabilities and causes of this perfection
Only one thing it could be -
That I was born for you
To love and cherish you in every way
It was written in the stars
Destiny has its way to show it to us
Yes, I was born for you
We were made to show the world what love is
And the choice was never ours
It was purely the work of the heavens above
It’s as if the powers of the universe
And all the Gods and Godesses, seraphs and cherubims
Conspired to make you mine
And lead me right to your beautiful madness
And til the day I die,
Til the end of my days in Earth
I bless the day that I was born for you
Too many foolish people
Trying to be who and what love is
Trying to come between us
To tear us apart and to break our string
None of them seem to matter
No, my love. You don’t have to worry.
When I look into your eyes
Oh, those eyes that always glimmer in time
Now I know why I belong here
Forever in your arms and eternal in your soul
In your arms I found the answer
The answer to my heart’s desire
Somehow nothing would seem so wrong here
Everything’s perfect as it is
If they’d only realise
That I was born for you
To show you who and what love is
And that you were born for me
To have and to hold, my eternity
And in this random world,
In this strange and still unfamiliar realm,
This was clearly meant to be
What the stars and the heavens have planned long before
What we have the world could never understand
Or ever take away
No, they can never take this away because this is ours – this is our infinity.
And till the day I die
Til the very last breath I’d take
I bless the day that I was born for you.
H A I K U S
Ranniel Ryan Ramos
Follow on IG: @_rannielryan
I miss how easy it was with you
I miss how texting was fun
Talking to the phone was normal
I miss how effortless it was with you
The conversations just flowed I wasn't afraid of saying too much
I knew you wouldn't run away
I miss how things made sense with you
How you meant what you said
How you kept your promises
How you always made time for us
You ruined dating for me
Because now I don't get it
Now, texting is a nightmare
And hanging out is a chore
Now I can't deeply connect with anyone
And I'm even more guarded
Now the simpliest thing I say
Is enough for someone to walk away
Now, no one means what they say
They don't say anything at all
They don't do much either And I can't help but remember you
People tell me my standards are too high
And it's because of you I never felt like settling with you
I never felt like it was less than what I deserved
But now I keep lying to myself
Thinking that everything has changed
Not everyone is the same
Maybe I'm intimidating, maybe it's me
But you were never intimidated by me
And even if you were
It never stopped you
I never questioned myself with you
All of it, communication Laughter, love, consistency
You gave me so much
Now I keep looking for someone like you
Among coward and empty souls
Between lame excuses and mind games
I keep trying to make something out of nothing I keep trying to forget you
With people who only remind me
Of how easy it was with you
And I cant help but miss you all over again
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